Sinan and Zerrin, I am telling you that you both look and behave like desperate birds that have lost their directions and are trapped in a room, flying from wall to wall hitting all sides trying to find a way to get out of there. You are doing all you can, even looking for answers from the tiny mustard seed. Enough already, stop worrying about me and don’t do anything else. Do you think I am feeling sorry for myself, do you? Ha ha ha!